most immature thing you can do after a break up is ignore the other person. I realize this after having done it multiple times and then having it done to me. the person you dated is not toxic. it’s okay. you can be normal with that person even you have had sex with them or whatever, you can be normal. relationships can escalate but they can also deflate but that doesn’t mean they have to die. you started out simply liking the other person so why act like you don’t at all anymore, things change and so do feelings but ignoring someone completely is just childish. I feel so bad for all the people I shut out of my life after dating. these are relationships I could have today but I just threw them away.
thank you Jesse
so two nights ago I dreamt of kissing you, I asked you if I was dreaming to be sure that I was not, and last night I dreamt that you told me you loved me out of the blue. what disappointment will I awake to tomorrow?
i need a fucking journal or something. i forgot that tumblr is public, this is embarrassing.
never been this upset in my life. it just seems like nothing I do helps me get over you. I still just want you back so badly and can’t help but have this strange optimism but I know it will never happen. I just wish I could rewind everything and do it over again. I’m seriously so sad all the time without you.
to love someone so much and to only be an annoyance to them.